Idk?

So far starting off this year is so freaking hard I just wanna..ugh! Idk whats going on anymore I thought things were better but there still the same and the more I find out things the more I get confused I guess somethings are better left alone right? Sometimes I wanna just run away for awile and come back to see if things are good but I'm gonna have to face my problems in life I just can't keep running away from them.The way things are I can't help but feel so unsuccessful and I also feel like I'm not putting enough efort into my music,fashion,lifestyle and any others things I wanna do I feel so idk indescribeable it kills me...."•"

Umm.....

The perfect soulution to this? Keep on going..I'm not gonna stop beliving In the dreams I wanna achive because if I do I will never know which dream makes me complete I will never doubt myself and I won't fail myself I know I blog mostly about the drama that happends to me but I have to let it out right? I had so much succsess in my life and I'm not even 18yrs old yet but i still do big things I'm just saying all I really want to do is go out there achive and do what I want and cut some if the BS out of my life so this time I'm not giving up imma make my fame last forever and any force that ever trys to stop me will be moved you better Belive that its just I have so much energy bottle up inside of me I can power a rocket lol...I can't wait till may because that's when summer starts to return I can't help but wait and for now let's just focus on the present its much better than expecting the unexpected ha ha

Kid.Jayy *•*

Well...

Today is mad boring I did'nt do anything but sit and mope and eat shrimp lo mein (which was very delicous) haha,instead of wasting my life on sitting around I could have been planning this summer and what im gonna do or run around outside idk I could have done something better tommorow iam not wasting no time and my mom is leaving,I won't see her till march but oh well idk I guess well see in the future

Darn Ive been busy lately *•*

Well iam back with the attack! Ha whats the senerio people,my last post was on the first dang lmao ive been pretty busy with school work and trying to balance out some thing that was going on but iam back so yeahhhhh.I finally sent my broadway play in for the contest I hope I really get picked I did my best and work my hardest so they better or I will burn them alive ah ha ha ha! But its all good though if I dont I will be one of the actors then.Well I have a whole week of school and I get my report card monday yay! And on Tuesday the new semester starts hmm I know these teachers got something evil planned well anyway I'm excited because I have......Fashion Design oh yeah were gonna get it in this year with fashion,music and the fun I can't wait I always like change because its good for the soul :)

People who inspire me to be a go-getta

1.ricky and dee
2.kid cudi
3.kanye west
4.the lateboots crew
5.my dad

All of these people up there have inspire me to be who iam and what I wanna do in life I never who be foucue without them
especial my dad that man is incredible and smart he is very Important I my life. I had so many losts in friends but not that many I mean right now things can be better but iam thankful and that's what matters right? But things are gonna be better.

Its a new year,change is gonna come

last year 08 is something I will never forget because a lot of doors opened for me and I thank god for bring me some much.But this year things are really gonna change i dont mean in a barrack obama sense nope I mean in the terms of astro.boy I just turned fifteen and my dad had one of his talks with me about things I need to change about myself and I realize he is dead right and I need people like him to watch me and save me from failing myself.One thing he said that was true is how iam too nice when people are in need I would put them before myself and when I need help nobody is there for me so he is right and iam working on it I mean iam still gonna help people because its the right thing but not in a way that everytime someone see me and ask for a favor I jump for the nearest door and do it,nope I mean where I live people are mad two face and they will you use you its survival of the fittest I mean why act diffrentt than how I really act just because of aomeones feeling bah iam not gonna do that became when ever I come around be someone has a problem with me they come a and approach me on some G shit and I just sit their and bite my tounge for them while their barking and half of the time I dont hold my breath I always win so that's it so in the words of my brother R.auguste I'm gonna be the international asshole its the only way to go.As far as music and my fahion career goes I'm gonna get it in this year.next year will be entering 11th grade so I prolly will have gone mad far in fashion yay me LOL but lets focus on this year i will be recording the music me and my brother been writing since the summer let's see what happens until next time happy new years- Astro.boy

Lesson number one never wear fake things point blank if you can't afford the real version buy some dope shoes in your price range.dont never buy fake kicks its bad and disrespectful to the fashion designer if you can't afford them its better not to have them than go buying the fake versions because then people who know their fake are gonna never gonna think your rocking the real brand of whatcha wearing so fake sneakers or anything clothes,hats ect... are a big no no

Fashion tips for dummies: fake clothing and sneakers

Lesson number one never wear fake sneakers point blank if you can't afford the real version buy some dope shoes in your price range.dont never buy fake kicks its bad and disrespectful to the fashion designer if you can't afford them its better not to have them than go buying the fake versions because then people who no their fake are gonna never gonna think your rocking the real brand of whatcha wearing so fake sneakers or anything clothes,hats ect... are a big no no